It’s been a difficult one. Hard to actually discern what’s going on. I have not had my monthly cycle in over 7 weeks. This suggests some very big changes happening. I have also completely buzzed out my phone. The screen is un-viewable and I keep getting slightly zapped by it. I have also completely ruined two laptops. Mostly the screens just get weird. Sharon tells me the same is happening to her devices.
Another strange thing is bugs. They land on me. They sit there for ages and I think “aww, look at that bug, feeling so calm to sit on me” Then I realise it has died! It’s just frozen in place …! It has maybe been electrocuted? I don’t even know what’s happening but it has happened three times in the last month.
Ascension 3 was dissolving the lower mental and emotional bodies and I do feel more in control of things…I still feel the reactions but I’m very quick to stabilise. Life is calm, peaceful and serene. When it is not, I am quick to re-stabilise.
this one…well, I am finding myself dealing with old, old family baggage…the big catholic cloud that hangs over my parents preventing them from thinking they have access to their own salvation and healing. They are so disempowered. Last week I was told that the church says ‘we shouldn’t do hands on healing’…imagine that! What was Jesus doing with the ‘laying on of hands’? It would all be laughable if it were not my parents. I feel sad that they close their minds to possibilities outside of the church teachings and blindly allow themselves to be led. They give money every time it is asked for, for anything! This week it was for pensions for retired priests. Imagine the church not paying it’s priests a pensions when they retire. They have 8 billion dollars in assets worldwide. 8 billion. Anyway, these things actually don’t upset me, nor where my parents chose to spend their money, it is just this sense of power and control that this institution has over their minds.
But I also feel a sense of release.
When my family members talk about stuff I see it clearly. Things seem more obvious.
Massive changes happening.