Ok, so it’s been three days since my activation. They were felt physically.
Today…I did the symbol clearing of mental and emotional blockages around the body and could easily see that I still have a long way to go 😦 I released quite a lot…SO IT IS!! but I am feeling raw at the thoughts and emotions I saw still there…
- Still gossipy…making others look bad to make myself feel better 😦
- Not wishing the best for others…sometimes even feeling good when they don’t succeed 😦
- Fear of being seen (in a bad light)
- Fear of not being seen (ignored)
- Fear of looking stupid
- Fear of being seen to fail
- Fear of being seen as wrong
- Fear of looking fat and ugly and old and useless
- Fear of being naked and being judged (all of above)
A little disappointed I still have this even though I think of myself as a spiritual person 😦
But I recognise them. I acknowledge them 🙂 I can name them 🙂 I can release them as they no longer serve my highest good.
Onwards and upwards…bring it on. I am flawed and I AM also love. I forgive myself for my flaws and commit to releasing these negative thoughts and beliefs and habits completely from my system.