Ok, so it’s been three days since my activation. They were felt physically.

Today…I did the symbol clearing of mental and emotional blockages around the body and could easily see that I still have a long way to go 😦  I released quite a lot…SO IT IS!! but I am feeling raw at the thoughts and emotions I saw still there…

• Still gossipy…making others look bad to make myself feel better 😦
• Not wishing the best for others…sometimes even feeling good when they don’t succeed 😦
• Fear of being seen (in a bad light)
• Fear of not being seen (ignored)
• Fear of looking stupid
• Fear of being seen to fail
• Fear of being seen as wrong
• Fear of looking fat and ugly and old and useless
• Fear of being naked and being judged (all of above)

A little disappointed I still have this even though I think of myself as a spiritual person 😦

But I recognise them. I acknowledge them 🙂 I can name them 🙂 I can release them as they no longer serve my highest good.

Onwards and upwards…bring it on. I am flawed and I AM also love. I forgive myself for my flaws and commit to releasing these negative thoughts and beliefs and habits completely from my system.

I AM