Staying in Flow through great changes

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Times are changing. We are all feeling it.
Many people are feeling their life changing at this time: how we used to define ourselves is no longer relevant, what was familiar and comfortable, no longer fits.
Some of us are struggling to cope in the ‘same-old, same-old’ life and feeling stuck as they know they have changed inside but everything looks the same on the outside. There doesn’t seem to be an alternative. Nothing is clear. Who are you if you are not…(that ‘thing’ that you were before?)
It’s a challenging time of surrendering to the void, to the “I don’t know” and letting go of everything that no longer serves you. This change, that can be very chaotic, is necessary in these times of great transition. Try not see it with fear but rather with compassion for yourself and the enormous growth you are experiencing. The key is to surrender to that space of not holding any definitions of yourself at all. No “I am….this or that” …just being.
 
And if you allow yourself to enter into that space and stop trying so desperately to grab and cling and distract and fill and remake the crumbling tower…then you will finally find the silence and peace of being empty.  And then …something can be born out of the ashes of what you have released. Because now there is space and the universe will always fill a void. You have the opportunity to become whole. 
 
Let yourself be gently pulled towards what your soul wishes to express. Do not try to define it or capture it in words…simply let it be free to coil like tendrils into the creative force of life.
You are divine.
You are love.
You are the Creative force of Life. 

The Ascension Journey: The 3 stages of Soul Clearing by Lady Nada – Channeled through Natalie Glasson. 9th February 2018

“The most beautiful spiritual practice that I can share with you and which we encourage on the inner planes 8th Ray of Light is to become familiar with whom you are in each given moment, without judgment or expectation. It is a sacred and loving acceptance of all that you are, which offers an in-depth insight into the ascension process your soul is moving through.

Stage One

Your soul is currently exploring expansion. The first stage of cleansing your soul is currently experiencing is the process of releasing, receiving and embodying the space of the Creator. This is a very beautiful process because your soul is releasing and letting go of many energies, perceptions, wounds, patterns and limitations that it has carried through many a lifetime. This process of release takes place through your soul expanding its energy at an earthly physical level and a spiritual inner planes level. It is a great moment of celebration, your soul is ready and feels safe to magnify and multiply its energy, thus enhancing its power. As your soul expands releasing and letting go of unneeded energies so its vibration quickens and an experience of liberation dawns. Your soul is free to exist without limitations, merging more fully with all aspects of your being, Mother Earth an d the earthly reality while also exploring the Universe of the Creator. Remember that you are the Creator therefore you fill and exist within everything. Your soul is exploring its connection with all that is the Creator and embodying the truth of the Creator. This is extremely invigorating, activating and pleasurable for your soul because your soul is journeying through remembrance of all that it is as an expression of the Creator.

Through expansion, your soul is creating space to receive, collect and embody more of itself and the Creator. Your soul is exploring the abundance, fulfilment and wholeness of the Creator, awakening and drawing these sacred energies into its core. All that your soul is experiencing on the inner planes and the Earth is filtering into your physical body. The vibrations, consciousness and shifts taking place in higher aspects of your soul are impacting every part of your being and life upon the Earth. You have the ability to draw these energies and the joy the higher aspects of your soul are experiencing into your being and existence now.

‘I am speaking to all aspects and levels of my soul. As you move through a process of releasing, receiving and embodying the space of the Creator, I surrender all that I am to daily receive the benefits of my soul’s current expansion journey and progression. I am an embodiment of the highest truth of my soul upon the Earth now. Thank you.’

Stage Two

Quickening of lower vibrations. Your soul is delving deep into the lower vibrations of all that you are. Your soul is empowered and is carrying magnified light into stagnant, lower vibrational energies within your being and within other embodiments of your soul on the Earth, simultaneous lifetimes and on the inner planes. Your soul is anchoring so much light into lower vibrations of your being that all that is your soul is vibrating, pulsating and becoming powerfully energetic. This is encouraging higher aspects of your soul to quicken, becoming powerful beacons of light. As your entire being, reality and soul vibrate at a quicker rate, so the Creator showers you in blessings, light and love. This is immensely empowering as it enhances your feeling of being supported and loved unconditionally by the Creator. Your soul soars synthesising and remembering the Creator, establishing new connections and showering your being with such positivity, truth and excitement. Your physical self and personality begin to release with ease all perspectives of lack and pain, as there is an overwhelming feeling of being loved and supported by the Creator that creates a beautiful flow and fulfilment to your life and existence upon the Earth.

Due to the current cleansing mission of your soul, you may feel negative or painful energies becoming more visible within your being as your soul vibrates the light into lower energies to transform them. At the same time, you may experience empowering feelings of being loved, supported and blessed, as your reality flows with ease and perfection. It may feel as if your dreams are manifesting in your reality. Be aware that you may swing from recognising the pain within your being to feeling completely fulfilled and loved. This will be natural at this time, and there is a need to simply accept that your soul is working on a very deep level for the greater good of your ascension.

Stage Three

Your soul is contemplating and experiencing its wholeness. Your soul is magnifying all the beautiful Creator qualities it recognises itself as, sending waves of these sacred qualities into your entire being. Due to this, you may experience surges of energy, emotions or feelings moving through your being at different times throughout your day. Such surges could cause confusion as from nowhere you may find yourself feeling blissfully happy or deeply connected. You may also experience inspiration to take action in your life or to develop certain skills and abilities. This is a beautiful process as it will allow you to become more familiar with the sacred qualities at the very core of your being and essence.

To contemplate and experience the wholeness of your being your soul will begin to download light vibrations from Ascended Masters, Archangels, Goddess Beings, Dimensions, Inner Plane chambers and so much more. This is a way of activating new beautiful Creator qualities within your being and at the core of your soul. As new light vibrations from throughout the Universe of the Creator penetrate your soul and entire being, remembrance of the wholeness of your being will dawn, with new previously unrecognised qualities and abilities emerging to be observed and accepted. When you experience energies flowing and pouring into your being, know that it is your soul contemplating the fullness and wholeness of your being. It is a time of celebration and awakening of all that is your truth.

Please know I, Lady Nada, am present to support you in the cleansing and evolution of your soul,

Lady Nada

Read the full message here: https://www.omna.org/the-three-stages-of-soul-cleansing/

Alsemia 11 and the importance of atonement

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A nice gentle one in the day. Felt the energies in the heart and head.

But a few days later…hysterical crying over a song (not this one linked below but another similar one by Stellar.)

Much deeper hurts about criticism, humiliation being played out for me to see, understand and rise above (tried working through intellectually but simply got myself more entangled in all the useless thinking. Letting go of the ego layer by layer.

Feeling raw, refreshed. Washed.

Listened to Abraham. Understood.

Read about relationships. Understood.

http://www.thebookoflife.org/on-loving-and-being-loved/

Need to atone. Thinking only about my side of the story. Not taking responsibility. So hard to say sorry! But I am. Understood.

Ready.

My life as a channel

So, I am now a channel.

Channeled message

It started, after many, many synchronicities dating back to my early 30s or even before that with unusual experiences of hearing Spirit talk in my ear (at the time I just felt it was Mary).  But in my 30s was when I was shaken awake through a dramatic series of events starting with my arm moving by itself to write the word “remember” and being rescued from being lost in the bush in real life by my wolf guide.

Then I started my Ashati journey in 2014. This opened me upto real healing on all of my energetic layers and beyond. I started to feel stronger, more that I have ever felt. I started healing others energetically and realised it really changed lives just as my life had changed.

I quit my teaching job.

I re-started painting but I have always felt it indulgent and eventually bored of it and bored of painting flowers and scenes. But this time I started painting Goddess and Angels and then my friend Sharon requested I paint “her as her Higher Self”

Then I did a channeling workshop and loved it so much I knew this was ‘it’!

O offered free channeling sessions via Facebook and was amazed at the response.

Then I connected my two loves: channeling and painting and started offering “Soul Light Portraits”.  I channel and bring froth Highest Guidance for the person via Skype or FB and then I use the visuals I get as the basis of the painting.

I am now ON PATH’ as they say. In heaven doing what I love and giving much love and receiving much love in return and offering people love, guidance, support through channeling and beauty and a way to visualise their highest ideal of themselves artistically through painting…what a combination!

But who am I actually channeling?

Magenta Pixie describes the energy she channels like this:

  • “On a spiritual level, one can call them angels from an Angelic realm, an angelic structure.
  • On a Spiritual/ historic/ spiritual level: They are Extraterrestrial as they do not reside on this planet.
  • Looking more metaphysically they are Me, many, many Light years in the future
  • Looking biologically they are apparently chemicals in the body, neuro-transmitters, DNA structures. A series of chemicals. The DMT and The pineal gland(an activator of them). A DNA code that resides within all of us.”

 

For me, they seem to be a mix of all of this. Sometimes I feel like I am connecting with a ‘loved one on the other side’ (like a medium), sometimes I am connecting to an angelic feeling being who just pours love into the heart with words and feelings. Sometimes it feels like I am thinking things and it comes straight through me, sometimes it feels like a very wise ‘teacher/ master’ being who says things I don’t understand. I say things I should not really know to people I have never met before and I say things about their lives and about the ‘big picture’ of their soul. This is so incredible and I feel blessed.

I must admit to not really caring at this point who or what I am channeling, even though I am very much a person who likes to understand everything. I think at this point, I need to just go with the flow and focus on offering love and guidance by opening up to something Higher than/ beyond me.

http://www.blueraypaintings.com

Soul Light portraits

Experiencing Oneness

 

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All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.’ Painting by Francine (me:) ….wwwblueraypaintings.com

There is a memory buried within your soul of Oneness. The perfect memory of a plan which is coming into being at this time. This state of Oneness is when we recall that we are all connected as One force of Divine Will. When we remember this, there is no separation, no disharmony….no jealousy, no need for lies or deception, no feelings of needing to control or force anything or anyone.

We just flow in the full understanding that who we are is all that needs to be …right now. And everyone else is also exactly who and where they need to be…and as we are all one, we accept and honour everyone’s journey. All sparks of the Divine plan moving into singularity at our own pace and in our own unique way.

But how to consciously move into Unity?

The good news is that it will happen regardless 🙂 Light codes that carry new blueprints for 5D manifestation are being constantly sent to our planet through our sun and we all receive them. Yes, Lightworkers integrate this light more rapidly, not only because they have advance warning through Light Language communication but also because their vibrational frequency allows a closer ‘match’ of sorts.

The codes affect the electromagnetic field of Earth and thus also affect our own bodies, especially the electromagnetic field of our brain. The result can be any of the physical, mental or emotional ‘ascension symptoms’ that you may have heard of. (flu-like symptoms, headaches, dizziness, anxiety, confusion, irritability etc). These can last for moments or days and weeks and can be a little scary or disturbing if you dont know what’s happening.

So what is happening? Well, these light codes are assisting to flush your Mind (body, brain and consciousness) of old limiting, negative perceptions of reality held within your DNA. These old energies need to be pushed through your entire energy field of the physical body and the 7 energy bodies that you exist in (your aura). As this happens, all of your ‘stuff/ baggage’ (lessons, negative thinking and behaviour etc) that you have held in your cells, in your Akash or in your ancestral lineage (thanks genetic ancestors!) will come into your consciousness and may even be played out externally in the people and situations you are involved in. Basically, there may be resistance to the process. Any un-addressed issues will become obvious until you learn the ‘right’ way to move past them (with love, forgiveness and acceptance).

Remember that Light always wins. Look at my painting above that is a visual representation of a quote by Saint Francis of Assisi (an embodiment of Master Kuthumi):

All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.’

How to move through each new phase of light-downloading? The quickest answer is to trust. These are the words to meditate:

  • Trust
  • Acceptance
  • Detachment (of fear, drama, or being to involved or invested)
  • Focus (mindfullness, mediation, prayer, stillness)
  • Flow…allow

as taught to me by Master Kathumi through Natalie Glasson’s channeling tutorial. 

Basically trust your own inner guidance and stop giving up your power to other’s limiting fears, beliefs and restrictions on your personal freedom. Going within to listen to that little voice of your own wise woman/ man and then taking that advice.

It may actually be a challenge to start to listen to your own guidance as we have been trained since our childhood not to. That there is always someone else who can help you and fix you and you can’t be trusted to make decisions or take your own mind and body into your own hands.  You will recognise this as truth because you feel calmer and more ‘sure’ and more solid in your self belief

…this is you stepping in to your own sovereignty.

 

Getting Stuck and how to get Unstuck

Feeling stuck and lost are the emotional, mental and physical manifestations of beliefs.

A belief is just a repeated thought that is concentrated so much that it manifests into form as “real”. Beliefs only exist because we have created and confirmed and maintained them.

Beliefs can exist on a personal level, ie: I’m unworthy’, “I am poor”. But they also exist on the nation or even world consciousness level, ie: “We need to protect our borders”, “Muslims are terrorists’. If enough people invest in the concept (or are relentlessly manipulated through fear to accept it), it grows and grows into a belief, often existing within a system of beliefs that support it, ie: “the world is unsafe!’ This reality exists because the majority have chosen to agree for it to exist and we have repeated the thoughts that created it, in order to maintain its existence.

The wise ones say that things exist but have no inherent existence. We are such creative beings that we have created powerful beliefs that many do not question: even the things we think are inherent, like human rights and equality. These beliefs can be so culturally ‘ingrained’ that it is hard to go against the flow. We have created whole institutions around our beliefs. Schools exist in physical form because we believe that ‘education is important’ and this is what we have come up with and maintained as a collective. Marriage exists because we believe that a man and a woman together is ‘natural’ and they should commit …and then have a baby in this partnership (of course there are more open minded versions around the world thank goodness). We are so creative we then create more and more rules and beliefs within our institutions: Priests can’t be sexually active, wealthy or married because these worldly things are ‘wrong’ and should be removed as they would just distract and prevent them from reaching spiritual heights. They did not realise that we need to be grounded, rooted and secure and balanced in all ways physically in order to expand in awareness and spiritualiry.

But trying to go outside the boundary of group norms and cultural beliefs can be tricky.

People publicly proclaim and defend a belief. We love it when we find others who support our beliefs because then we feel vindicated, safe, comfortable. We know the routine. It’s easy to know and be told what to do and how to think. It’s far easier to know that you just need to show up, be on time, wear the accepted clothes and share the beliefs of everyone around you, even if you all complain and hate what you do day after day.

Just questioning some beliefs will be met with ridicule, condemnation, anger, disgust or worse. That’s because it threatens the safe and comfortable world of not having to think too much about changing beliefs. Most people like to think they are ‘different’ to everyone else but are usually more comfortable with security, predictability and boredom than risking insecurity, disappointment and challenge. Just the idea of change is scary enough.

This exists in all areas…not just the everyday existence of the 9 to 5 tax paying ‘decent and fair-minded’ battlers. It also exists amongst the more spiritually minded people and even amongst the smaller groups that think they exist outside any system. We ALWAYS exist within group belief boundaries, no matter the group we belong to or its size.

So how does all of this relate to being stuck?

When your level of consciousness starts to rise and you start to question things …but you are still living within the very belief systems and individuality-limiting institutions and groups, …you start to feel different. This is really, really scary! No one wants to be alone, outcast, side-lined. So even though the ground beneath you (that held you up and supported you for so long) starts to crumble beneath your feet, you stay. You just start scrabbling at all the broken pieces to put them back in place under your feet and be comfortable again. You deny that anything is wrong “it’s not so bad..it’s better than…”, or you delay, “next year I’ll…I’ll just wait til….,” or you drink or take drugs or do anything other than leaving the existence that you have outgrown, but is still safe and familiar ….and on and on it goes.

You are stuck.

Unable to go back due to outgrowing the old, unable to move forward due to fear of the unknown.

How to get unstuck?

What Pema Chodron calls ‘unconditional confidence’ and ‘shaky tenderness’ towards yourself are what is required. The ability to face the strong waves of sideway glances or ridicule and massive changes, and keep getting up until eventually the waves don’t seem to affect you so much anymore. Accepting that you think differently and you are changing and that is perfectly OK. Being kind to yourself and patient with the changes. Getting out of the negative self-talk patterns by punctuating the sob-stories with silence and the breath.

Take deep breaths and smile.

All things are possible and you are one of the brave. All possibilities are open to you.

And welcome to the beginning of your ascension 🙂

 

 

 

 

Alsemia 4

Felt this completely in my heart. Almost like a burning sensation. When I call in the energies, it feels very tangible. All over the body…almost transcendental. They are beautiful.

I have been feeling so rocked lately…the process of giving up my job and moving in to a new field has completely thrown me around. Things always seemed so easy before and I seemed competent. Now everything is different and things aren’t easy…I do not feel competent. The surprise is really that I am surprised at this! What on earth was I thinking? That I could change careers and everything would just flow…yeah! that’s exactly what I thought. I imagines myself painting and teaching and healing…it was all magical. Now I see websites, Facebook Pages, business cards, teaching programs, official business like insurance and ABNs and lots and lots of writing! defining, clarifying.

I did paint a painting of Sekhmet which I love and I found a woman who does art like me (only a lot better) with a phenomenal website so that really helps as a great model and someone to learn from.

The website is taking me FOREVER but I think I have found a solution in a website called Fiver that pairs you with entrepreneurs looking for small (or large) jobs. I have at least started to organise some good photos for prints etc and for the website, even putting watermarks on them.

These are the things filling my head lately…real world, physical manifestations and developments. Can’t say I’m enjoying it all but it is all part of the process.

On another note, the whales are passing by Sydney right now…hundreds and hundreds of them. So amazing!

 

 

 

Lost

Feeling very lost.

And stuck.

Dreamed I was crawling along a narrow sandy path between barbed wire. I was trying to get to my rather’s house to get something in the garage sneakily. Crawling because the sand was soft and crumbly with caves underneath so the path would collapse and I would need to climb out again.

When I finally arrived at the end of the path I couldn’t go to the garage because I could see my father was still awake, reading the newspaper.

So I decided to wait and curled up to rest.

My father was suddenly beside me, comforting me. He crawled in beside me and held me. At first I was nervous but then I was content to just sleep.

Trying to move forward against the odds. Falling again and again. Seems pointless.

Don’t even know what I’m heading towards.

Need comfort but resisting.

Everything feels hard.

Ashati Ascension 5_Day 17_Spirit Guiding Me

Lately, I have noticed that I am talking to myself more. Not in a weird way…well, maybe haha. I mean that I am noticing my patterns and behaviours even more and am ale to communicate with my ego side to help shift.

I have come to realise that every emotion I feel in response to what happens in my life is a perfect opportunity to NOT judge this and have a conversation with my ego-self about how to move forward together. I am kind and patient and loving towards the response and emotion and I try to understand (by just listening) what is causing the reaction. Then we discuss how we can move forward.

For example. When we did not get a job on the first round of the job search and our plans are delayed, I felt embarrassed and even deeply ashamed. for some reason I cared so much that everyone else would think me a failure. Now my Higher self knows this to be not my truth, but my ego has had too many experiences of shame and being laughed at to think more nobly. It wants to protect me and is horrified that the same thing will happen…I will be laughed at and ashamed and it goes in to action mode to help me avoid that scenario…blame is the usual route of choice but also self doubt, hiding away and avoiding and thinking negative things on the people I know would actually judge me.

I explained that those feelings are in teh past and I can handle things better now. I don’t need to be so protected. It makes for a very interesting discussion which I won’t go into here.

The biggest lesson here is to listen to my inner thoughts and feelings, give them a voice and an opportunity to see things from a different perspective and release old fearful patterns.