The Book of Knowledge: keys of Enoch

Loved this part…

“Consciousness is the directing force.

Matter and mind  simply do not come out of a simplified evolutionary material realm, but mind and matter come out of the consciousness realm, that links us with the much greater evolutionary possibility of creation. We see it in all its various form, appearing now on our doorstep.

..We need a new definition of: What is scientific truth? What is Spiritual realty and how we all exemplify this in the sense of Unconditional Love we have for one another? And thus, as we open the Book of Life, we realise that we are co-creators in the next chapter of the Book of Life. We have a brighter future if we decide to go with the positive spiral into the greater cosmos rather than hold on to the material aspects of the old paradigms that are basically being removed or falling in to the lower spiral of negativity.”

We are part of a vasty intelligent universe ūüôā

Using Colour to help your Healing/ Ascension process

Colour is an easy and powerful tool to bring more focussed energy into your BEing. Colour is simply LIGHT and Light is¬†made¬†up of wavelengths…each colour represents a colour that our eyes perceive along this spectrum of Light waves. Just like a rainbow splits the LIGHT into the ‘rays’ we can see with our eyes when it passes through a prism.¬†You can learn more about colour theory here:¬†https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iPPYGJjKVco

 

Humans perceive a relatively limited range of colours because we have just 3 cones in our eyes that are sensitive to visible light which lies in a very small region of the electromagnetic spectrum of 400 – 700 nanometers (nm) and a colour range of red through to violet. Fun fact:¬†dogs have 2 cones, butterflies have 5 cones and mantis shrimp have 12…makes you wonder what they are seeing, doesn’t it?!

Now everything is energy. Even science is discovering this and everything can be measured on scales of vibration and frequency. Everything that IS has a particular vibrational frequency: all actions, all words, all thoughts, all things,…even people, animals, and objects. Sounds have vibrational frequency and so does colour.

Our life is simply a reflection of our state or level of consciousness which we can relate to our chakras or energy vortexes. They correlate to:

But all things are MIND. If you close your eyes, you can bring ¬†any colour in to your mind. You start to ‘see/feel’ the colour with your mind’s eye (or 3rd eye).¬†Additionally, as we evolve, we can perceive more and more of the LIGHT spectrum.

When we visualise a  particular colour, we effortlessly and easily align ourselves with the vibrational frequency of that colour. You can use this for healing that area of your life (focused through the correlating chakra).

Intention, as always, is the key.

2018: A Message to your Heart

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A message to your heart:

You’ve learned many things over the last few years!

  • You’ve been to classes, read inspiring posts and informative books, watched videos and gained A LOT of knowledge about what you are interested in.
  • You’ve heard and read and thought a lot about following your own path and doing what makes you happy and giving yourself care and time, just for you. (You even made some meditation attempts which were pretty impressive, considering.)
  • You’ve had a lot of thoughts and encouragement about changing that ‘stuff’ (friendships, job, location, habits etc) that just doesn’t feel right any more.
  • You’ve been through A LOT and come through the other side, stronger, wiser and knowing more about yourself and what you are capable of.
  • You’ve changed.
  • You’re pretty awesome.
  • You’re ready.

In 2018…it’s time to start applying all this knowledge.

 

 

In honour of our 3D Selves -from a multidimensional perspective

Me as a child of Mother Earth

“I am a pure channel of Love.”
This is what I say to myself each morning. I imagine myself expressing love through my thoughts, words, actions, creations and vibrations. I also offer this love to myself in the same way….as much as I can…..And there lies one of our great learnings I think.
As we share our inspirations and get inspired by others with the in-breath, we berate ourselves and others for one thing or another on the out-breath. We happily offer advice with compassion, forgiveness and love. But when it comes to ourselves? we find it harder to demonstrated the same level of patient kindness and understanding. We are our own greatest critics!
All of this judgement is just an expression of the persona I am wearing. My persona judges itself and everyone else based on my perceptions of realty built up from my genes, my memories and social and societal expectations. It judges in a vain attempt to understand and define itself, and so does every other human persona around me ….and so on and on the wheel of life turns, feeding on itself.
How to get out of this matrix? Well, that’s easy: you die. It’s nature’s way to re-start a new record rather than get stuck in the same groove eternally. But you’ll probably only choose to come back into form and have to start over. So the answer is not to get out of the matrix but instead to be the Avatar master of it.
Because I am not my persona, and neither are you.
It is the mask we chose, (definition of persona here) before we were born…just as we chose our parents, our country and the colour of our skin. We chose our ‘nature’ and the environment we would be nurtured (or not) in…and we did all this choosing before we came here to this (seemingly) physical existence. And just as we can not change the colour of our eyes (without technological assistance), we can not change (although we can transmute) the core of the persona we came in with.
What we can do is raise our level of consciousness and better manage the parts of our persona that we feel need managing. Self mastery, the first step of all students¬†of esoteric knowledge, is understanding the persona and assisting it in any way we can, just like we might bandage a weak wrist…but we can’t deny the sore wrist is there. That just gives resistance (and thus energy/power…and more pain) to what we are trying to ignore! And we can also support the parts of the persona that assist us in our growth. We can nurture them and enhance them just like exercising a muscle that we want to build up.
I am responsible for the management of my persona, for its words and thoughts and actions, but I am not my persona. Just as I am responsible for my young child’s (anti)social behaviours although he/she is not me or even ‘mine’ at all.
Lao Tzu said “Watch¬†your¬†thoughts; they become¬†words. Watch¬†your words; they become actions. Watch¬†your¬†actions; they become habits. Watch¬†your¬†habits; they become¬†character. Watch¬†your character; it becomes¬†your¬†destiny.” He was teaching us that our natural tendencies can get us in to trouble over time, if we allow them to be unmanaged. Every ripple of energy we send out, whether it is managed or not, returns to us and builds up the experience and thus perceptions of our life.
Our persona feeds our persona and makes manifest this persona’s world view.¬†So we may as well master ourselves. Being truly accepting and loving of others requires full acceptance and love of ourself…not trying to change or deny parts of ourself. But truly offering unconditional love and acceptance …to me! So that I have the feeling of surrendering and allowing…no longer having to defend and protect myself (and therefor reinforcing all the things I want to change). Instead I am allowed to relax.
The next step is to release the illusion of the persona itself.
Our persona/identities are all just illusions of energy: interacting, reacting, triggering and being triggered. You can spend years analysing the illusion of yourself if you wish. It can be very insightful to look into the patterns of what triggers you emotionally and why. As long as you then move on from the maze of this analysis of analysis.
And just think, without this energy we call ‘persona’, where would humanity be? Imagine a world without personalities. Imagine we were all bodies and brains but had no quirks and tendencies? and what would be the point? How could we possibly grow if we were not all energetically affecting each other within all the fun and games of this play. This is what Dante and Shakespeare (Saint Germain) meant by the Divine Comedy and all the world being a stage..
And thus…who are we then, to judge another? …that is the question ūüôā To take arms against a sea of troubles? ie: give it back…and then some! Or simply smile with the divine perfection of the play(ground) we find ourselves in.
I AM
I am truly the silent witness that watches this divine comedy all from within, and knows me inside out. Without judgement and without interference. I am the spirit moving through the persona. The BEing from within this mind/body, watching the day to day through the lens of my persona. Just as this silent state of consciousness is simultaneously watching/experiencing through the lens of everyone and everything around me.
Observing this play but with no mirth or disdain. Simply watching.
And waiting.
Patiently
For us to wake up from being a puppet on auto-pilot in the wild performance we call ‘Life’. To grow in awareness and finally see the set and the lighting and the big, red curtain.
And this knowledge: that I AM that which is behind and impregnated within this mind/body that is called “Francine”, allows me to relax.
Breathe. Surrender.
More and more I allow that silent presence to no longer remain in silence. But rather to come forward and reveal itself from where it has always resided in full view.
To be..through me!
And so my persona can stop it’s manic cycle of defending and protecting itself. Of trying to understand and define itself. I can simply allow my Higher Self/expression of what I truly am, to flow through the persona that I had always identified with, but never truly was. It was simply my beautiful mask, chosen by me for a very good reason. And I am grateful for this mind and this body and this personality for all that it has allowed me to do, see, experience and learn.
This essentially is what we mean by ‘Awakening’ and entering into a ‘5th dimensional realty’. We don’t actually float off into a New Earth. We become the New Earth. We embody the 5D energies, not by ignoring our 3D realties, but rather by allowing the Absolute to flow through them. And not just the 5D, but multi-dimensions. For once you allow this Light-body to seep into all aspects of you, you have more and more access to ALL. For it is in fact the Universal Life Force within ALL and thus knows All, So that the very persona that we were trying to overcome, becomes the very vehicle through which we express our divinity.
The point is to uniquely and creatively express the light we have been absorbing and embodying…in a physical way. To ground it. This is ‚Äėbeing of service‚Äô in this physical manifestation.
And surprisingly, in this ‘space’ of 3D existence that offered us the illusion of separation and subdivision, we find redemption, enlightenment and finally, liberation.
When we become ‘of service,’¬† we are One and there is no separation, and therefor judgment of anything within Unity is irrelevant. You are then in the stream of Divine will rather than persona/ego will and there is no need to manage yourself at all. We turn from being actors on the stage to being the ushers on the other side of the curtain/veil, holding the torch and lighting the way to the exits.
And we knew this before we came!
And in this context, I see that I made some very good choices for my 3D self after all ūüôā and I love her and forgive her.
I am a pure channel of love
I AM
I
Ohm
(with gratitude to Saint Germain for these lessons)

Part 2 (Cont.) You’re (mostly) a good girl :)

So, had a night’s sleep after a bit chat with Herve (who told me his love is unconditional…and actually it always has been) and woke up with some more clarity.

It’s all well and good to recognise a belief you hold but I must work through this to the end. You see, this is actually not new…I think we all know our issues as they are always going around and round in our minds. But there is a big difference to the records being played in your head and responding, robot-like, to everything around you, and actually shifting it out so you no longer get triggered.

So, recognising that I am addicted to the idea of being ‘good’ (and good for me means being kind, patient, compassionate, forgiving, understanding, friendly to everyone, understanding, generous, tolerant of all differences, helpful, calm and ….quiet) so that when I catch myself, or worse somebody else catches me (that’s where the aversion to criticism comes in), I have a hard time!

I feel shame, guilt and embarrassment. To help myself feel less of these emotions, I usually shift the blame to someone else…the person who caught me out or the situation itself…whatever. But mostly, I am angry and disappointed at myself and blame creates even more guilt and shame…I’m my own worst critic. I am far harsher with myself than with anyone else. Certainly I do not demonstrate to myself kindness, forgiveness, understanding, patience, tolerance, compassion and generosity! My love for myself has been conditional.

The beauty of healing and understanding the Hermetic laws (everything is mental) is the knowledge that all of this is in the mind (conscious and subconscious). All of it! I’m here to experience all of this and use it to expand. It seems all real but it’s all play and creative imagination. I need merely reprogram my biocomputer through suggestion to the subconscious part of my mind with the assistance of the Superconsciousness (invoking my Higher Self).

I retrain my mind to accept that yes, I prefer to be a good person, with all that that entails, but I’m not addicted to it. When I was addicted to being good, I would HAVE TO be good, no matter what! And when I was, I didn’t acknowledge it (maybe just short term) and was mostly indifferent to myself or feeling relief. And if I was NOT good? well…blame, shame and pain!

Now I decide to make a conscious choice. A preference. I also choose to remove the word good, as it has too many childish connotations, and simply reprogram my mind with the suggestions (visualisations and phrases) that I am loving and loved.

I use all of my powers towards the following aim:

I am Loving and I am loved. I give love and I receive love.

Each day, in every way, I love that I am growing and expanding in love.

This means that when I am demonstrating the behaviours of being loving (listed above under ‘good’), I feel that life is great, things are flowing in perfect harmony and order, and I feel satisfied. Calm. Strong. Grateful.

However, when I do not demonstrate these qualities or behaviours, that’s perfectly fine too. Maybe I am even the opposite sometimes. I am human. I am learning and each day I am releasing all that no longer serves my highest good. But I’m patient with the process and patient and loving with myself. Generally I am loving but I am housed in a body and it has chemicals and hormones that serve a purpose for my good but they can affect my moods:

ūüôā

I am also subject to the ideas, beliefs, emotions and perceptions of others and situations. I can learn to take a breath, look from the Hanged Man’s point of view and give myself a bit of slack…just swing and let the life-force flow through me.

I am also more able to apologise as I no longer have to defend my ‘goodness’. Being good is just a preference, I’m not addicted to the idea anymore and it’s OK to express all of myself.¬†I need to be true and sincere to myself as well as others.

And if I am criticised? (the trigger of this whole exploration), well, that is the other person’s perception (from their own ‘picture of life’) and I can’t control that or even understand it as who the hell knows what’s going on underneath their cover…I’m having enough trouble sorting out my own! But I can recognise that my own behaviour may or may not have been appropriate and either make amends or make a conscious (not threatened/fearful/victimised) choice about my behaviour or even my relationship with that person.

In truth, all I am learning is to better understand myself in order to greater love myself. I am learning to give love and receive love …to and from myself.

And that Love is Unconditional.

My heart is full of gratitude that I have Spirit, especially Mary Magdalene, to help me unpack and come to greater AUTHENTIC love of self. A real embodiment of ALL, not judged, not tainted with concepts of sin or any form of ‘good’ or ‘bad’.

I AM

Na-Eve

 

Part 1: You’ve been a naughty girl!

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So I’m reading a marvellous book: The Handbook of Higher Consciousness.

It is helping me to peel away the layers I have been holding. Perceptions of the way I see life built up from my :

  • expectations,
  • fears,
  • desires,
  • hopes,
  • addictions (to security, power or sensations/emotions),
  • past experience,
  • language system
  • my accumulated ideas, theories, knowledge,
  • emotions
  • my nervous system structure and the feedback from my body and senses and auric field.

This picture I have built up of the world from all of these are also my filter from which I perceive all things. All people and all circumstances and situations. It determines how I respond, who and what I like and don’t like (whether they support/agree with my world view and are therefore ‘comfortable’ and can stay) or oppose my world view and can therefor be removed. …and they’re wrong! haha

So, I had a breakthrough from an incident with Herve. I was crapping on trying to share a story about an abused woman but didn’t know how to describe her to him. To me, that was not the interesting part as I wanted to share the story¬† heard, but I was trying to describe what I knew about her (not much) and was getting annoyed that Herve didn’t just know who it was from my little descriptions (admittedly some factual errors). I was getting so frustrated at getting sidetracked with this part that I started saying he should know who she was! I was implying this because he loves tennis and follows the game..I said I didn’t know he was sexist and only followed male tennis stars.

He then got annoyed. Stopped and demanded an apology. He was “sick of’ being treated like he was sexist.

So I did apologise…badly and then stopped talking to him for 2 days while I processed what the hell was going on inside me to have this reaction!

Usual crap: I can’t handle criticism. It means I have stuffed up and am not perfect. I’m addicted to being right! I was always treated like an idiot who knew nothing growing up as the youngest girl of 4 sibling.

But ….on my walk just now I also realised something else…I didn’t like him thinking I was naughty and not a ‘nice girl’. I hold a lot of stake on being nice, kind, good. But here was my husband demanding I apologise for being not nice at all! I was humiliated! embarrassed as I was not nice, not good…and therefor not worthy of love. Only good girls get cuddled and held and smiled at and told they are good.

‘Love is conditional’

That is the conclusion my little girl mind came to from my experiences. I must be good to be loved. This is a pretty intense discovery for someone who walks in the Light.

 

The Platonic Solids: A brief intro to Sacred Geometry

There are only 5 platonic solids and all are  3D shapes  where:

  • each face is the same regular polygon¬†¬† (closed shape with straight sides)
  • the same number of polygons meet at each vertex (corner)

Example: the Cube is a Platonic Solid

Hexahedron or Cube
  • each face is the same-sized square
  • 3 squares meet at each corner

Why “platonic“?¬† – Plato¬† (ancient Greek philosopher) identified them although there is evidence the ancient Egyptians worked with at least 3 of them (for sound healing especially).

Plato connected each platonic solid with an element. Thus they comprise the alchemical dance of the elements and of Creation itself:

http://www.spiritofmaat.com/archive/jan4/williams.htm

 

 

 

 

Alsemia 8

Unbelievable LOVE

Raw, open, exposed, Giving and Receiving LOVE

I adore my husband and I feel completely and utterly adored

Also AGAIN a sore neck, this time was the right side. (Alsemia was the left side of head and very sore neck pain and insecurity). Last night, after A8, I felt so much love and then I had a few moments of panic and fear…but ti passed quite quickly.

Feeling drawn to teaching

 

 

Alsemia 7: Self Mastery and the Truth Card

‚ÄúYou find peace not by rearranging the circumstances of your life, but by¬†realising who you are at the deepest level.‚ÄĚ ‚ÄĒEckhart Tolle

Self Mastery

I am trying to master my emotions, my mind and my body. It’s not easy!

The process of coming to your own Truth. Everybody must overcome their own obstacles and must expose their own illusions and no one can grow you for you!

Looking deep inside myself and acknowledging what I find can be quite a challenge. To see myself raw…as I truly am, without filters and blinders. In all my strength and glory and in all my weaknesses: able to offer great love and be loved wholeheartedly; able to shine and also able to hide; able to forgive and also able hold on to pain; able to step into authenticity and also able to project only what I think is acceptable to others; able to have sovereignty and able to stick to what I know: the small and familiar, even when I am stuffing a lion into a kitten’s body. My thoughts and my choices in every moment are mine to own and they determine my destiny. I choose love. I choose sovereignty. I choose to be me, in all my humanity. To look deep inside myself and feel all of it, own all of it and change what needs changing. I choose to be my own master and no longer have ears and eyes for what others tell me I should and shouldn’t be. …I choose to be free.

 

The actual events:

Monday: sore neck out of nowhere

Tuesday: channeling for Marian difficult! So insecure and not in flow. Worried about being seen and stepping up into visibility. Anxious about having too much work and people’s expectations of me and my abilities. Could I even channel?!

Wednesday cancelled Anastasia healing.

Thursday: Sore neck got a bit better

Alsemia 7 in the afternoon

Friday: sore neck and as bad as ever!

Called my past lives to me (from dark dungeons) and ancestral line to transmute into the light… me! I would engulf them in my love. Carried then around all day sending then love and light.

Started to remember lives of being attached and killed for having the second sight.

Saw a trailer ‘The witch’ so fascinated!

Saturday: Sore neck again! Started talking with Herve about feeling insecure

Did Steve nobles latest meditation which was about releasing old karma of past lives and ancestral lines! The universe is so in sync!

That might dreamt about soaking in a bath that flooded the whole house.

And really big spiders: black and orange

Woke up and neck is much better!