Today I met Ptolemy. I did this meditation:

And when Natalie said that someone would come forward I saw an older Greek man in a white robe…it was confusing because I also ‘felt’ Egypt but he was also dressed in Greek/Roman white with a light shawl. He handed me a scroll and gave his name: Ptolemy.

Must admit I had to do a search and find out who he is. A great mind. Teacher, astronomer, mathematician, poet. Here is a poem written by Ptolemy:

Well do I know that I am mortal, a creature of one day.
But if my mind follows the wandering path of stars
Then my feet no longer rest on earth, but standing by
Zeus himself, I take my fill of ambrosia, the food of the gods. 

Goodness, big things ahead!

Who will visit you?!?

Sirius Energies

This week is the first week of July. It is the week when our Sun is furthest away and Sirius is so bright in our night sky. It is 28 times brighter than our own sun!

Last night I was sitting outside with my family enjoying a night fire and marshmallows when I spotted Sirius and told everyone it was the brightest star in the sky. They all laughed about it being so serious but I was simply amazed at how bright it was.

This week I taught my friend how to channel her guides and I cleared her aura. Apparently this is the best thing to do at this time of year…start a new meditative practice and clear old energies. How in flow and synchronised are we?!

I also painted Sirius in a painting this week, even the 3 magi who followed the star to Jesus.

Wow! This world blows my mind

Who are your spirit guides?

Who are your Spirit Guides? …..You!

Your spirit guides are your higher selves..aspects of your soul living in the higher dimensions. Fractals of your soul already in the 5th, 6th and 7th dimensions..and beyond.

When you came to Earth, you detached part of you to live in the 3D. Well, not exactly detached…you’re still attached to ALL parts of you and indeed to Everything, but when you passed the veil, you lost awareness of that higher part of yourself that vibrates at a higher frequency within and around the Torus of your energy system. You had to slow down part of yourself quite a bit just to pass the veil to come into the world of form and matter. The slower, denser energies (and the physical body itself) formed to live in this NOW on Earth.

Isn’t that so cool?! No wonder guides say they are always with you and encourage you and want you to learn and grow…they ARE you. It also explains why they are always there..patiently waiting for you to listen to the higher wisdom of your own soul and Spirit beyond.

Of course you also have many teachers that come and go depending on what you are learning. They may be ascended masters or ‘friends’ from other dimensions and galaxies or archetypal energies coming in to boost your consciousness. It’s all rather magnificent. …On one level you could say they are you too as we are all ONE anyway 🙂 

To access guides more easily, the trick is to work through the denser lower emotional bodies attached to the lower 3 chakras (root, sacral and solar plexus). As you release old patterns of perception and let go of fear and limiting beliefs, thoughts, emotions and actions…you access the higher and higher vibrations of the higher energy bodies…most importantly, you access the Astral layer and THAT is where your guides are patiently waiting for you 🙂


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So I have joined BOTA. A funny thing happened…I signed up and paid for the month. I received access to the site and the first lesson (the first lesson is sent via email from the site once you join) …I read the couple of pages and promptly forgot it. I waited for my package with my first 4 lessons.

3 weeks later I still had not received my lessons.

I finally set up the little ritual for initiation. I performed the ritual, signed my name and just felt stronger.

That night I went to Mary-Anne’s meditation group and in the meditation, I smoked a pipe with an elder.  That’s all that happened the entire meditation…we passed the pipe between us and took a puff over and over. I kept trying to make other magical things happen but it always came back to this.  I came home and looked up this meaning and it turns out I was confirming the commitment I had made. Our sacred pipe ceremony sealed it!

The next day I received my package of lessons!

I looked at the first lesson and found pages I had not seen! New information and I was able to actually understand what was written. I looked back at the downloaded lesson 1 and it was all there! For some magical reason I had not been able to ‘access’ it properly until I had performed the ritual and committed.

Crazy and exciting times ahead!

But what do I want?


Oh my goodness…what a change

This week I have taught my first Ashati 1 workshop and given my first student an activation to Ashati 1 and we are both so excited about the great new beginnings as her new life unfolds. I just LOVE it! I have my second next week.

This week also brought my very first payment for a commissioned painting “Soul Light Portrait” by someone I do not know and have never met. It is my 4th soul light portrait 🙂

This week ALSO saw my first session with Mel channeling, practicing mediumship and psychic readings and playing around with the channels. Upgrading and feeling the higher and higher realms of our Being.

Oh my goodness! Maybe I have passed a test 🙂

Now to do my ritual agreement for joining the Builders of The Adytum


How to reach a pure state of awakening?

Tonight I did Naomi’s Angel Contact meditation and then recited he invocation to ask for guidance from Highest Guidance with the help of the angels.

I align myself with the Highest Guidance now.
I ask for my Angels to draw very near and support me to receive the highest guidance possible for my highest good.
Angels, I am ready to receive your guidance now.
Please help me with… [state your situation or request here]


I asked to advice me about channeling…without the slightest doubts

They talked about combining all three states: mind, body and Spirit.

That all three must be aligned and in harmony, none neglected or left behind.

To be in a perfect state of calm and clarity…no fear, power and will, clarity or thought and intentions and to balance this with stable emotions,

To be in a healthy state of body, physically vital and flowing energetically

Combining these with spiritual strength and devotion.

This is the way to enlightenment and being a pure channel of love and Light on this Earth.

For it is by being on the Earth that we can rise to the heavens.

Getting Stuck and how to get Unstuck

Feeling stuck and lost are the emotional, mental and physical manifestations of beliefs.

A belief is just a repeated thought that is concentrated so much that it manifests into form as “real”. Beliefs only exist because we have created and confirmed and maintained them.

Beliefs can exist on a personal level, ie: I’m unworthy’, “I am poor”. But they also exist on the nation or even world consciousness level, ie: “We need to protect our borders”, “Muslims are terrorists’. If enough people invest in the concept (or are relentlessly manipulated through fear to accept it), it grows and grows into a belief, often existing within a system of beliefs that support it, ie: “the world is unsafe!’ This reality exists because the majority have chosen to agree for it to exist and we have repeated the thoughts that created it, in order to maintain its existence.

The wise ones say that things exist but have no inherent existence. We are such creative beings that we have created powerful beliefs that many do not question: even the things we think are inherent, like human rights and equality. These beliefs can be so culturally ‘ingrained’ that it is hard to go against the flow. We have created whole institutions around our beliefs. Schools exist in physical form because we believe that ‘education is important’ Marriage exists because we believe that a man and a woman together is ‘natural’ and they should commit and have a baby in partnership. We are so creative we then create more and more rules and beliefs within our institutions: Priests can’t be sexually active, wealthy or married because these worldly things are ‘wrong’ and should be removed as they would just distract and prevent them from reaching spiritual heights. They do not realise that they absolutely need to be grounded, rooted and secure and balanced in all ways physically in order to expand in awareness.

But trying to go outside the boundary of group norms and cultural beliefs can be tricky.

People publicly proclaim and defend a belief. We love it when we find others who support our beliefs because then we feel vindicated, safe, comfortable. We know the routine. It’s easy to know and be told what to do and how to think. It’s far easier to know that you just need to show up, be on time, wear the accepted clothes and share the beliefs of everyone around you, even if you all complain and hate what you do day after day.

Just questioning some beliefs will be met with ridicule, condemnation, anger, disgust or worse. That’s because it threatens the safe and comfortable world of not having to think too much about changing beliefs. Most people are more comfortable with security, predictability and boredom than risking insecurity, disappointment and challenge. Just the idea of change is scary enough.

This exists in all areas…not just the everyday existence of the 9 to 5 tax paying ‘decent and fair-minded’ battlers. It also exists amongst the more spiritually minded people and even amongst the smaller groups that think they exist outside any system. We ALWAYS exist within group belief boundaries, no matter the group we belong to. If you were not at all affected by what others think, say, do and believe, you’re probably either reaching enlightenment or just really un-empathetic.

So how does all of this relate to being stuck?

When your level of consciousness starts to rise and you start to question things …but you are still living within the very belief systems and individuality-limiting institutions and groups, …you start to feel different. This is really, really scary! No one wants to be alone, outcast, side-lined. So even though the ground beneath you (that held you up and supported you for so long) starts to crumble beneath your feet, you stay. You just start scrabbling at all the broken pieces to put them back in place under your feet and be comfortable again. You deny that anything is wrong “it’s not so’s better than…”, or you delay, “next year I’ll…I’ll just wait til….,” or you drink or take drugs or do anything other than leaving the existence that you have outgrown, but is still safe and familiar ….and on and on it goes.

You are stuck.

Unable to go back due to outgrowing the old, unable to move forward due to fear of the unknown.

How to get unstuck?

What Pema Chodron calls ‘unconditional confidence’ and ‘shaky tenderness’ towards yourself are what is required. The ability to face the strong waves of sideway glances or ridicule and massive changes, and keep getting up until eventually the waves don’t seem to affect you so much anymore. Accepting that you think differently and you are changing and that is perfectly OK. Being kind to yourself and patient with the changes. Getting out of the negative self-talk patterns by punctuating the sob-stories with silence and the breath.

Take deep breaths and smile.

All things are possible and you are one of the brave. Once you leave the matrix, all possibilities are open to you.

And welcome to the beginning of your ascension 🙂





Alsemia 4

Felt this completely in my heart. Almost like a burning sensation. When I call in the energies, it feels very tangible. All over the body…almost transcendental. They are beautiful.

I have been feeling so rocked lately…the process of giving up my job and moving in to a new field has completely thrown me around. Things always seemed so easy before and I seemed competent. Now everything is different and things aren’t easy…I do not feel competent. The surprise is really that I am surprised at this! What on earth was I thinking? That I could change careers and everything would just flow…yeah! that’s exactly what I thought. I imagines myself painting and teaching and healing…it was all magical. Now I see websites, Facebook Pages, business cards, teaching programs, official business like insurance and ABNs and lots and lots of writing! defining, clarifying.

I did paint a painting of Sekhmet which I love and I found a woman who does art like me (only a lot better) with a phenomenal website so that really helps as a great model and someone to learn from.

The website is taking me FOREVER but I think I have found a solution in a website called Fiver that pairs you with entrepreneurs looking for small (or large) jobs. I have at least started to organise some good photos for prints etc and for the website, even putting watermarks on them.

These are the things filling my head lately…real world, physical manifestations and developments. Can’t say I’m enjoying it all but it is all part of the process.

On another note, the whales are passing by Sydney right now…hundreds and hundreds of them. So amazing!





Feeling very lost.

And stuck.

Dreamed I was crawling along a narrow sandy path between barbed wire. I was trying to get to my rather’s house to get something in the garage sneakily. Crawling because the sand was soft and crumbly with caves underneath so the path would collapse and I would need to climb out again.

When I finally arrived at the end of the path I couldn’t go to the garage because I could see my father was still awake, reading the newspaper.

So I decided to wait and curled up to rest.

My father was suddenly beside me, comforting me. He crawled in beside me and held me. At first I was nervous but then I was content to just sleep.

Trying to move forward against the odds. Falling again and again. Seems pointless.

Don;t even know what I’m heading towards.

Need comfort but resisting.

Everything feels hard.

Ashati Ascension 5_Day 17_Spirit Guiding Me

Lately, I have noticed that I am talking to myself more. Not in a weird way…well, maybe haha. I mean that I am noticing my patterns and behaviours even more and am ale to communicate with my ego side to help shift.

I have come to realise that every emotion I feel in response to what happens in my life is a perfect opportunity to NOT judge this and have a conversation with my ego-self about how to move forward together. I am kind and patient and loving towards the response and emotion and I try to understand (by just listening) what is causing the reaction. Then we discuss how we can move forward.

For example. When we did not get a job on the first round of the job search and our plans are delayed, I felt embarrassed and even deeply ashamed. for some reason I cared so much that everyone else would think me a failure. Now my Higher self knows this to be not my truth, but my ego has had too many experiences of shame and being laughed at to think more nobly. It wants to protect me and is horrified that the same thing will happen…I will be laughed at and ashamed and it goes in to action mode to help me avoid that scenario…blame is the usual route of choice but also self doubt, hiding away and avoiding and thinking negative things on the people I know would actually judge me.

I explained that those feelings are in teh past and I can handle things better now. I don’t need to be so protected. It makes for a very interesting discussion which I won’t go into here.

The biggest lesson here is to listen to my inner thoughts and feelings, give them a voice and an opportunity to see things from a different perspective and release old fearful patterns.