So, there is this unusual thing that has been happening …possibly for years but certainly many months that I am aware of.
I am just sitting there (usually relaxed but this may only be the times I become aware of it at those times) and suddenly everything will seem to just shift inwards and somehow (very hard to explain) sideways…like I have entered into another dimension or something? I lose connection to the normal sounds around me, they recede. And then I hear this particular long ringing sound deep inside my left ear. It’s a very distinct high sound (maybe D?) and last for about 5 seconds.
They come every few days to a week apart.
I am not aware of what is being downloaded yet. They make me feel calm.
Just looked it up on Youtube found this…
Ok, so it’s been three days since my activation. They were felt physically.
Today…I did the symbol clearing of mental and emotional blockages around the body and could easily see that I still have a long way to go 😦 I released quite a lot…SO IT IS!! but I am feeling raw at the thoughts and emotions I saw still there…
- Still gossipy…making others look bad to make myself feel better 😦
- Not wishing the best for others…sometimes even feeling good when they don’t succeed 😦
- Fear of being seen (in a bad light)
- Fear of not being seen (ignored)
- Fear of looking stupid
- Fear of being seen to fail
- Fear of being seen as wrong
- Fear of looking fat and ugly and old and useless
- Fear of being naked and being judged (all of above)
A little disappointed I still have this even though I think of myself as a spiritual person 😦
But I recognise them. I acknowledge them 🙂 I can name them 🙂 I can release them as they no longer serve my highest good.
Onwards and upwards…bring it on. I am flawed and I AM also love. I forgive myself for my flaws and commit to releasing these negative thoughts and beliefs and habits completely from my system.
Healing defined through my own guidance…
You are an infinite being. You are everything and anything at the same time. Healers help you to realise this. Healers allow others to resonate at their vibrational frequency, higher than they are usually able to be in and thus access their own Spiritual strength.
Healers can scan for blockages and attachments, clear un-needed energies, remove shadowy energies and hitchhikers etc, pass on messages from Spirit and help to clear karma, balance your energy centres and bring you to a state of peace and calm and harmony. In this state, you can access your own Higher Guidance and start the more conscious journey of healing yourself.
Healing is holding the space for someone to open up to their own inner guidance as infinite beings.
Healers can move stagnant energy around (clumped thought patterns) to bring out into the open certain blockages that are ready to be realised, to allow the person to be aware of their emotions around the blockage and thus the beliefs behind them that are affecting their behaviour and habits and limiting their unlimited Be-ingness.
Blockages are merely perceptions of reality that prevent us from being in harmony with who we are: infinite, loving, compassionate beings. When we allow ourselves to follow our own exciting journey without permitting others to sway us or hold power over us, we get into flow. We become sovereign and free. When in flow, we let go of everything that does not serve us and begin to exist in a state of Oneness where all things are available to us.